1 month holiday~

2nd sem came to the end..  last subject was on 12 of dec..the following days.. boys and girls.. jz few from my class.. went to shopping 2geter.. watched a movie call ‘ the day the earth stood still’.. 1st.. comment for tis movie.. erm.. sucks.. it’s nothing but wasting time.. plz la.. i wish it would be a interesting movie!! then.. boys and girls.. shopping lo.. b4 we lef.. we went into baleno.. we, especially boys.. bought a lot la.. haha.. G00D

nex day.. wit ma sis.. attended ‘RED PPL’ concert.. oh!! great.. i like ’shen mu shu tong’, zhou hua jian, duet song by xiao & malaysian’s singer, and especially harlem.. he was reali good..! he was the last in that event as the same time it started to rain d.. but he burnt our passion!! everybody’s so high!! that only can be considered CONCERT ma!! yea!!! but.. b4 that.. few hours b4 the concert.. it was a heavy rain.. it’s farking heavy k? and the stage was at the middle of the field front of the Amcorp Mall… luckily i wore slipper… after the concert.. foot became sticky chocolate skin.. haha!!

afterall.. i started my lonely holiday by myself.. alone in sg long, alone in my house.. but.. i din waste my time at all.. i’ve looked for a part-time job at here.. 8 hours.. in OLD TOWN.. well.. the whole working days were great.. staffs, boss, and waiters and waitress.. can work out pretty well.. make frens from there although some of them are from mynmar..haha.. can’t even catch up their ‘english’ as well! i learnt something perhaps! and realize ppl in sg long are all rich guys!! =.=  well.. i only worked for 2 weeks.. haha.. the reason i lef le.. better come and look for me and i’ll tel ya..! haha!!

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SING

     oh.. few months din approach my little house here D..! haha.. kind of diary.. referring bac those funny memories..! ok.. well! here’s new memory! i’ve participanted in UTAR singing competition! erm.. 1st time sang in university was mini showcase.. which 1 of the activities tat gonna be held once a week.. singing in cafeteria.. jz like wat u can imagine!! holding a guitar.. UNPLUG somemore! haha! where no body acly listen wat are u singing?~

i used to sing in my secondary school..don kno when was my exact 1st time singing there.. all i remember my 1st song was ‘the reason’ by HOOBASTANk..during teacher’s day! haha! i don kno why i dare to go up stage to be a clown? haha.. but thanks for the opportunity.. i started to sing.. started to show my little talent.. started to feel happy tat at least i’m doing what i interested! started to feel music.. started to meet a  bunch of music passionate ppl..

after tat.. i’ve learnt from my senior.. how to play guitar.. started to perform in mini concert which held in my sec sch..

Nowadays.. im still passion in music.. there were 2 auditions.. i’ve got thru the 1st audition.. by singing without music.. came to the second audition.. which there were 15 contestants and 5 of them need to be ‘terminated’..i performed a song call ‘rainbow’ by jaychow.. and played wit a guitar.. which doesn’t belong to me! oh.. i was totally nervous.. can’t even rewind wat i’ve reali sung at that moment.. what the judgers hav suggested me.. what was the atmosphere when i was singing.. =.= 2nd audition.. i’ve met some fellas and pretties.. erm.. jansen, gay sam, zuo han, aisya, chui nee, alveena, joyce, little joseph, imigresen(haha!)–> a gal, and lu wei.. the rest a.. haha.. i don remember d! too bad!

well.. i’ve been lucky to get through tis audition as well! haha! coz some of the contestants couldn’t perform in their standard.. den i’m the lucky one! haha! so.. 10 of us.. will be distributed to ‘pair’ which hav to perform duet song in final stage! now.. in final stage there were 3 stages which are duet, PK and FINAL lo..! haha.. weird le.. too bad.. i was sick and having a terrible cough after 2nd audition.. and i felt bad as well after knowing tat my partner is CHUI NEE.. she’s a little cuttie but.. she’s elder! aiya.. kno la..since duet song ma.. cannot bring her down ma..  so i was quite worry! and.. i do not used to look for doc when i am sick coz i don like medicine.. i tot that would bring -ve effect to my body! haha!

i’ve br0ke my own two rules for tis match.. VISIT doc.. and cut my hair.. my hair jz like broom.. no deal.. my partner kept complaining on it! alamak..

so.. duet song.. i was not reali confident on singing tat because my voice.. reali sucks.. and.. it was quite difficult to us in choosing which song should we perform at that nite.. one week lef to prepare.. at last we decided to sing ‘everyday everynite’ haha!! went to her house practise ‘evday’.. so call practice also! haha! most of the time we were jz chatting all around.. joking all around.. gossip someM0re! u kno.. gals.. plus she has 2 other roommates who are FEMALE as well!! so can imagine.. “we” are talkative somehow..

b4 the day.. we have more than 3 times rehearsal.. practising own songs.. haha.. quite enjoy la coz can sing ma.. although i wasn’t sure if i was good luck enough to go through PK stage.. so.. had sung enough! erm.. all contestants are frenly.. support each other.. and.. TIRED.. rehearsal until the moon set down.. haha! especially the staffs.. they were working hard for tis event..

the day has come.. all of us gather in the room.. gals make up.. boys nervous.. my group.. was the 4th group to sing.. went up stage.. evthing went smooth.. the best performance that i had with a partner ever! haha.. I mean it! although i din get through to PK stage.. bikin malu ja! haha! oh … one more thing.. my partner CHUI nEe.. she has freaking huge fans.. they have their own ’slogon?’ somemore.. screaming and cheering for her.. oh my god..~ tat reali stressed me up! luckily.. i still hav fans.. perhaps only 5? but i reali appreciate.. ah pooi, wc, wL, Mei, CEO, shandy, ‘becareful’, wai tuck,ice, apple and others.. thanks ya!

and suprisingly.. my sis and her bf were there.. donkno was to support me or not la?! haha.. nice to see them.. sorry i’ve disappointed you again .. coz last time i also din get through for the superstar’s audition.. and hav wasted their time on accompany for the whole process! thank you! hehe..

so.. CHAMPION is joyce.. followed by aisya.. and GAY sam! among them.. i like sam’s voice the most..! freaking owesome! haha.. congratulations to 3 of you also ya..!

and one thing i want to mention also la.. haha.. my partner was heartless one! too bad!! but she did tell me she loves me la.. wahahahaha!! thank you chui nee to be keen to sing wit me ya..i kno.. you got no choice at all! haha~

reached home by 2 am something.. 3 am bed! unfortunately.. housemates called for basketball match 7 am WHICH is compulsary!! beh tahan!! haha!

ENDING*  i guess i’ll be posting up those photos in my friendster after get it!

boys are always hav the relationship with ‘guitly’

i have a fren.. couple.. they faced a problem..abt freedom..
well.. i guess you guys can think wat is it! Normally.. is boy are used to ‘control’..
problems occured and in the end.. comes to the saddest part. -Break up-

well.. i’ve faced this problem b4 of course.. my fren and i.. in the same situation.. has the different perspective and opinion regarding to personal opinion.
For example: He wants to know who is the guy date her gf, chat and etc..
That’s the point.. gals used to think that.. ‘ei.. freedom!!! don’t ask too much..!! you are bastard.. "

At the moment.. there’s some stupid theories and imaginations running in ur mind and make you feel desperate and even do angry.

In guys perspective.. it could be like this : I jealous other boys talking with u.. jz wanna let u kno i don happy.. and you should better keep a distance with him…

and .. i could be like this: Jz wanna know who are those boys.. try to tackle my gal.. or make fren with my gal.. So.. as the point of concerning.. jz wanna know abt it.. that’s all.. Din mean to stop u from talk or make fren with them.. NO.

From the above.. although both are the different thought.. can be considered as different kind of ‘concern’.. one is more tough and another is soft.. But there is only one ans and one statement telling by the gals.. " my bf very busy body.. start control my evthing.."

After boys get know that their gals are reali pissed of the behave of boys.. OF COURSE.. we must explain all the thing which is jz a concern ma.. I’ve gone thru this.. Explain will make things become more complex.. so guys.. Plz.. do not explain to ur gf that.. "actually.. i was jz wan to concern u.. since i love u… don wan lose u.. or later u say i don concern u..?" plz.. it’s not the best solution.. I dont wan to explain.. coz they will think that.. we explain jz to save our own face.." i hate this.. i wish i don’t know how to explain..

so what happen den!? probably is.. boys promise gals: ok.. i won’t disturb ur freedom again since you are so angry abt my ‘concern’. holly shit.. things getting worse.. FOR example.. if there is one day.. ur gf has been tackled by some1 else.. WE will get angry and ask : why you betray me?! gals’ ans: you din concern abt me!  But you ask me not to disturb ur freedom.. i promised not to ask any further abt that(previous case)… den they will say : 0o0.. so meaning u’ll do what exactly what i’ve said la..no brain ar.. it’s useless to talk abt this now..rite?! so it’s all ur fault!! don blame me!!"
FUCK OFF!! i’m jz decribing boys’ situation.. boys’ tot.. they are going to be desperate and angry and disappointed coz knowing that i am the factor by making this happen!! making this happen jz because listening to her!!

So.. should we listen to girl or we listen to ourselves?!

FROM THE BEGINNING.. i believe that.. there’s a statement that has been set and proved that there’s no good guy in this world.. they’re all the same.. like animal.."

It’s only my experience.. my own opinion.. sometimes.. boys reali not like wat u think.. Majority.. it is! jz depends on ur perception..

CONCLUSION.. in a relationship.. NO CONCERN= get urself in trouble = CONCERN

so no matter what i choose..i’ll jz get myself into trouble.. NO CHOICE..

There’s another situation i wan to share with u guys..~ a couple..boy fr sabah which is my fren.. gal is from westof MALAYSIA indeed.. he told me and asked me how to do. they are uni’s student.. after a sem ended.. of course they went bac to their hometown.. so as my fren.. went back to sabah.. for 3 weeks.. his gf.. can’t stand for going back so long.. started to complain.. and blamed why she chose sabahan?! my fren is very sad.. since he cant do any decision on that since his family wanted him to go back.. you kno!!? family miss their son!! wat to do? and he don wan to let her parents kno that he has a gf out there..
so.. here came to the another sem.. he has decided not to go back altho there will be 3 weeks holiday as well.. he lied to his family.. said that he wanted to move out to new campus.. gain experience from doing part time job.. bla bla.. purposely because of her.. bt things not getting better.. it still remained as the same.. the girl not doesn not allow her bf to look for her in hometown coz wish not to let her parents kno… so.. still.. more than 2 weeks.. they are separated in different places.. bt the only thing changed was.. he was in kL… not in sabah.. his gf still can’t stand for it.. started to say ‘ i felt weird la’…something may disturb ur mind.. making u think lot of stupid thing!

den my fren has gotten chances to talk abt this.. he tried to solve this problem.. coz there will be 3 months holidays in degree.. so he discussed with her.. bt what she told him?!  She said:" no choice.. if reali can’t make it.. jz break .. coz i reali can’t stand for it.. "  no discussion.. she has made up her mind.. my fren was like asking to himself.. does she love me? does she reali love me? why she can jz reject me like that? never think of me? i’ve lied to my parents.. figure out lot of ways to get back here faster to maintain our relationship.. bt the only ans is jz cruel as a hunter shoot to his creatures. he was helpless and disappointed when he heard that.. heard the ppl he loves said this to him.. the ppl he tried to maintain their relationship… it’s ridiculous.. it’s funny to him to tell himself.. I’m loving a gal like this…

some1 plz judge this.. plz leave comment on this.. let him kno whether he’s right or wrong?

S0.. Do nt treat ur gf or bf as precious!! TOO CONCERN is guilty.. so try to concern in suitable time.. SOMETIMES i would think that i rather to be a playboy.. Don care what they think.. if you don’t like me.. den we’re done! GOOD?! why to get urself into such trouble? however.. it’s too far for me.. tian long,kent,loong,kouk shing,jason,chiam..N other guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wish that u hang out wit u guys rite now.. drinking alcohol.. get drunk without disturbing tots~ (reason: coz i’ve finished my own alcohol here.. no money 2 buy!! haha!! kidding ya!) jz wanna share with u guys abt my happiness and sadness here.. bt distance block us down.. bt guess matters will be solved by the time i see u guys!

shieldtoks..

shieldtoks.. my 1st part time job.. was to promote this product in the curve’s tesco.. N.. only 2 days oh! haha..

"ini tak bagus.. shieldtox bagus!" that’s the only thing i can say when i faced the customers..but some of them.. especially old folk chinese.. they were so stingy.. since you are chinese so as i den i asked abt ur opinion abt to buy the shieldtox products ma.. den what they say? "why say so? i used it d and felt that RIDSEC is better.." den ok lo.. no opinion..

other than that.. " the price is everything.." well.. " actually.. the quality is everthing wat!!" but nothin can do.. price is going higher and higher.. salary never increased.. it’s correct to say indeed..

it was fr 12 to 9 pm.. rest from 4 to 5.. standing there.. holly shit.. actually was reali sien.. some of the time went to the ‘milo section’… to drink some.. hahaha!! chatting.. but the promoter was working so hard!!  nex to me was an indian working part time too i guess.. promoting a new brand/products of the detergent.. she looked strict… eiyer… how to talk oh!! hahaha….

well.. there was 3 weeks holiday.. bt i din go back.. staying back for looking my accommodation in sg.long.. the rest jz staying pj.. play games, eating, watch movies, sing K<that was quite a lot of times visiting to k box and red box) and jogging..

some of my housemates have lef the house… b4 that we hav held up a bbq.. last?! haha..  it was nice.. it’s the greatest thing that can stay in this house although the household is a bit.. sucks.. bt i’m gonna miss this place so much!

few days ago.. nightmares visited me.. horrible.. the most horrible thing was i was hit by the big whale’s tail in the ocean.. at the moment my body was reali felt that painful injury.. hollyshit.. after tat i fall sick.. damn it!! hahaha.. bt ok.. luckily i got enf sleep and sports evday.. so nex time if i fall sick again.. haha!! no class.. must hav enaf sleep and sports.. haha!!

besides that.. kaka and weilead.. chill out with them.. well.. only few days.. been eating the kenny roger.. that was my 1st.. mana tau.. sucks weii.. haii… at the curve.. tina said that it is the terrible brand out there.. HOLLY SHIT

nowadays.. there’s an issue i wanna share.. abt our planet.. the earth is on the path to destructive.. global warming, natural disasters all stuff.. guess are caused by the increasing temperature of the planet.. newspaper has published all the effects and the consequences.. that’s kind of serious evbody! plz do as what the newspaper say.. switch of the light and some of the electrical devices.. and some other ways to save our planet.. GUYS!! SAVE OUR PLANET–THE EARTH

another starting point..

there has been a time.. time goes fast.. here come to the end of the foundation course in Utar pj…after the final nex week.. i’m gonna separate with my lovely classmates..

1. apple- well.. we aren’t close fren.. bt still hope to soon in kampar..

2. wee chuan - this fella is the devil of the vegetarian..

3. weng chun - quiet ppl, experts in sports.. nice memory in futsal and basketball~

4. wei lead - mr. moon/mcD.. this fella is the driver for the whole foundation course.. close fren.. always stick 2gether.. eat.. shop..

5. chii ji- famous guy in my class.. helpful and very kind to friends.. especially ‘gal’ haha! staying in the same house.. he never sleep in his rented room after he argued with his roommate…

6.zhe ying - this ‘gay’ fella.. it’s long story why i say he’s gay!! well.. he’s my roommate.. that’s the happiest and luckiest thing that i’ve met after i came here.. he taught me magic, we cooked 2gether, talked 2gether, laughed 2gether.. bt din bath 2gether.. and we kissed..~ hahaha!!

7. vomit- this fella.. aiks.. at the beginning of the class, he’s kinda pity.. coz not reali close with him.. bt start fr 2nd sem.. we’ve became more closer.. haha!! he is very nice..

8. raymond- haiii.. raymond siau.. he’s the toughest guy in my class.. like to talk cock .. got a gf rite after joining in utar.. humour.. and playful.. haha

9. kamal rudin bin hassan- Kamal hassan bin juwaidi.. he’s the 1st malay fren that i made in utar.. talkative,cute,short,futsalor.. i’ve been at his house having lunch b4.. very delicious weiii… used to stay in our house waiting his dad picking up him after futsal..

10.elephant- this animal.. bad result, but nice and good in gambling.. haha! good good good..

11. ah water-this tall guy was joining us at the 2nd sem with particular ‘funny reason’.. haha!! he’s damn funny one!! ss lo!

12. sky- sky le.. is very lan C one because he never sit with us in the lecture class.. with WHO!?!?! haiii… gf..

13. maria- little cutie, sweet, ‘tian zen’ and funny..:D

14. chili jo- our classrep.. very responsible, very cute, very nice.. and sometimes very strange coz she doesn’t eat pork.. hahaha!! she’s chinese!

15. woonkeat- swimming guy.. handsome and very MAN!!

16. fion- gal looks like my aunty.. super fast speaking in english, very sensitive, and like to curse ppl…haha!!

17. wenWen- sing K, nice, knowledgeable, special laughing skill and breathing.. haha!!

18. kogi- indian who looks cute, cool, and fake fake one! coz there was a day i wanted to take photo with her.. at 1st she said :" why?" den i din care jz took lo.. after all she said:’ send it to me ya!’ qiuuu!!

19. eeeeVonne- erm.. tough .. tough.. tough..

20. amy- sarawak.. her chinese is very funny.. but unfortunately bad things happened on her..add oil!

21. sai luang- a very very special chinese name tat i never heard b4.. i’ve learn how to pronounce her chinese name for few days.. haha!! tough hand and she has the longest hair in Utar.. erm.. considered as ‘tail’

22. Angeline - elder sis.. she kept silence..

23. Huiyee- a sweet gal bt very thin o! haha!! good good good!

nice meeting u guys!!

few weeks ago.. we held bbq in my house.. there are few photos in my album that had taken on that day.. it was very nice.. but rain heavily.. how come har?!?! boys play football, gals chatting, eating.. and the important part was.. we drank alcohol and wine.. what happen!? some1 drank 2 much but he din think so!! he hugged all the gals.. TWICE!! face was damn red bt still.."No drunk no drunk!" haiii…~~

next we sing k at greenbox s.wang! haha.. big room… 5 mics.. guess wat?!?! our best female singer is evonne.. and our best male singer le.. is CHII ji!!! why?? well.. they are the couple who had sung too many.. too many of songs o!!yea!!! bt wei lead, wen wen , fion .. they din join us.. they .. they… aiks.. donkno how to say la.. and tat was the 1st time we sang 2gether..

after all.. evbody will transfer to kampar except me.. why?!? fate gua.. haha!! no deal also.. after 1 and a half will see them back … will i’m gonna meet some guys like u in s.long?! i wonder.. haha!! 

GUYS.. bon voyage o!! good bye~

i..

finally.. i’ve learnt tat only boys hav to giv.. gals is dependable see whether they accept.. it t0ok me long time to accept this concept..well.. only as my opinion..~somebody.. plz help me.. why?? distance reali fucking shit doesn’t it!!?

somebody plz stand up to cheer me up..anybody else? i donlike to be helpless like a dog.. am i still not ready yet? am i suitable to be alone?somebody.. i need love as well.. i hate myself.. i hate to share my love i hate they are blaming.. i hate evthing that i cannot do for my lover.. i hate.. i hate my personal tot.. i hate my personal observation.. i hate my prediction.. i hate i am a loser.. i feel heavy.. i feel depressed!!

WHY?? why i cannot settle things well? am i not smart enough? am i too self-confident? who do not wish that they are not perfect? LOVE.. is a very unbreakable but destructable thing.. a lit small issue can easily break it.. love is easy to be broken.. heart is easy to get hurt.. once i tot i treat her nice.. but once again i get wrong.. everything goes rite but me!! she was suppose to be full of joy..she was suppose to be the happiest..she’s suppose to have a wonderful memory.. she’s suppose to be a lot of suprises for her..

things not going back after i’ve came back from Pj.. sucks things.. CNY not realli fine..~ lot of things to worry.. i cannot live what i wish to..~ boring.. sad.. pressure.. lose confident.. empty.. lies.. hu?!! what’s going on with me?? yea.. there’s something wrong with me..~ i..

old story..

well.. i’m posting this is the old story which is already passed for a year.. haha~~ erm.. 31th of december 2007.. fellas, DD and i went to bukit bintang..count down.. well.. we purposely went there bcoz b4 that.. christmas, zy went there to celebrate christmas at bukit bintang.. sounds damn great weiii.. haha… they played the spray stuff.. which will keluar putih putih de spray.. haha..rm10 per 3 bottles o!! damn expensive!! well.. i was spending my christmas night at the curve with dd.. at the begining jz 2 of us.. quite boring.. evbody was playing the ’spray’.. but we jz standing aside.. haha.. luckily we met frens.. so no doubt.. i wanted to play at with others.. haha!! so i bought one package.. and den.. ’spray’.. peezzz…. hahaha!!

31th of dec.. eight of us.. went to bukit bintang.. there was a concert which was crowded.. we were all planned to be crazy at that nite..~ haha!! we’ve spent more than rm50 each on buying that weapon.. at 1st.. mayb because of the concert.. there were stupiak police or guards they took away our spray and acted fierce like tiger.. aiierrr~~!! and chi ji kena..~~ hahahaha!! xiao xiao!!

evone of us was wet.. bcoz of that spray of course.. we felt sticky.. but happy and crazy.. we sprayed the tourists.. the ppl who wore cap and said : ” u tot u wear cap no need to die ar?!?!” hahaha!! and then and then.. those wear spec de.. hahaha.. we meant jz to spray on their spec.. haha!! all the street.. even the camera men… they tried to take the photos with their cameras.. haha!! well.. we stood steadily fron of them and let them took photo.. after that.. gotcha!! spray..!! peezzz…..!! sorry dude.. well.. it’s quite dangerous somehow.. why?? coz we were jz 8 ppl.. some of them hav a big group.. remember there was once.. we attacked 2 boys.. they ran away!! haha.. we tot we won!! manatau!?!? a big group coming back!! oh lin cao fun..~~ hahaha!! and then.. dd came with an idea.. she asked me to spray under the skirt of the gals.. yes!! i did it!! hahaha..!! after that.. we ran away!! -,-

that night was reali fun.. that was my 1st time spending my 31th of dec like that.. haha!! especially with these crazy fellas… but so sad.. mr. moon din come with us!! aiks… after count down.. we watched the fireworks with dd..cool~~ that was a incredible nite.. i met anthony .. my hometown fren at monorail station.. unbelievable.. he also went there!! but we only met when we wanted to go home.. =.=

new year..2008.. a new brand year..~ don’t hv any wishes.. but bad things came to me.. i fall sick!! aiks.. and.. it was reali reali terrible and scary ill that i ever had.. my throat.. sore!! pain.. spoke also like cock.. felt very pain when i swallow food.. fever.. almost for a week.. hari hari makan bubur..cooked porridege for myself and my housemate also got cooked for me..luckily.. my housemates they are reali kind and caring.. suddenly i felt ‘love’.. hahahahahaha!! after tat.. my dd came and stay with me.. she was taking care of me.. happy coz she’s willing to come.. haha!! although she’s nv taking care of sick ppl.. but she’s reali tried hard.. good good good!! damn!! i was reali weak!! i become very thin now.. want to eat lot of food to be normal.. wahahaha! i wonder why? my body fall sick bcoz it wants me to eat a lot during chinese new year~ hahaha!! chinese new year is coming soon.. will be going back!! haha!! sis and bro also will go back!! that would be a happy CNY..

study week has passed.. 2molo is final exam..bad news is.. i will miss jay chow’s concert 0o0o0… coz of the flight.. aiks..

time is running fast..wait for me.. i can’t rewind the things clearly!!

houu~~ few weeks ago the uec’s result has came out.. that’s mean it closes to the end of the year liao.. soon i saw my juniors in my frensta.. they are all graduated.. wow..~~ so it has been a year.. graduated from sch is very happy at the same time it’s memorable.. learnt lot of stuff in that long period.. no matter in frenship, studies, or love..

christmas is coming soon..~ rewind back how was i celebrating my christmas last yer..preparing exam or wat? aiya..can’t remember at all.. there’s no christmas event in my hometown.. so it’s quite unfamiliar to me at here.. atmosphere is full of christmas day.. everybody wears the hat of christmas.. haha!! den how are my friends going to celebrate?? they gather in pub? or celebrate alone? haha!! well.. at least i’m not celebrating alone..

yesterday i was in shi fen hong party.. i got the free vip ticket fr my sis.. going there.. quite excited.. manatau.. we all need to stand.. aiks.. the concert made me quite disappointed coz some of the singers can’t perform well because of the weather in malaysia.. god.. but not bad.. i saw david tao, stefanie sun, and other singers as well..

tis coming christmas is the 3rd month for two of us.. well.. it’s only 3 months passed, to other ppl, it’s jz quite short and still hv a long way to go.. haha!! but we don’t.. for certain purpose we might separate soon..herm.. sometimes will think not to put more ‘effort’ on it.. sometimes think that i reali can change the situation become good.. well it’s only sometimes.. but there’s still a hope.. and i will try to get it..

thing become tough when there’s someone important that you can’t forget at the moment.. i can understand that somehow why boys will get angry when they heard so..well.. there’s only uncomfortable come to my mind.. i don’t have the choice.. i rather accept it to make things smoother..i was very angry and sad and helpless the 1st time i heard from my ex.. it was unacceptable.. deeply disappointed and felt like being cheated all the time.. haii.. bt yesterday i din.. i accepted it.. it’s my fate!! wahaha!

life is quite boring,funny,freedom.. it is an adventure,test,competition,experience..i like that..

ta da..~~

well.. i’m back..~ it’s been a long long time.. can’t think what have happened for past few weeks ..~ well… we’re now busy with all the assignments.. these two weeks gonna be damn crazy busy.. but i like this feeling coz feel like i am doing something at least! haha!!

i went to the eye on MALAYSIA… well..it was reali a ‘big’ EYE..~~ it was build in a park..with lake.. well.. at least the EYE is better than mine in my hometown.. wont shake terribly and got air-con lagi.. RM 15 each.. yea.. it’s expensive somehow but ok la!! hahaha! took lot lot lot of photos … aiks..

for the previous weeks.. my sis and her fren wanted me to participate the ’superstar’ competition.. aiks..! well.. i was shocked and..afraid!! haha… coz.. reali damn.. freak out! however.. i fall sick and cough.. it starts from this friday.. i think i’m not participatin since still lit cough..-,- haha.. well.. evtime my mom called me, she’ll ask:” are you going to partipate the competition?” she’s willing to be a superstar’s mom i think! haha

oh ya.. i was damn unlucky or in other words.. damn suck.. i knocked someone’s car!! ccb..~ damn lan c de..! my sis car lagi.. o lin cao fun.. and den n den.. we had few matches with other tutorial’s group in futsal.. we lost .. =,= well.. honestly.. futsal is reali unfamiliar to me.. coz it’s reali not my sport when i was in sabah..~ haha..! i hope we can hav a match with play basketball! haha!! that’s reali ‘fine’ to me!!

erm.. yesterday we were discussing with jojo.. coz mayb we gonna hav a farewell trip for our housemate nex yer.. we are going to pulau langkawi and penang as well.. it costs cheap.. and since it’s a ‘farewell’ for all of us.. some of them graduate, we transfer to new campus.. so!! i’m IN!! hahaha!! it must be very fun!!

bla bla.. will upload nex time.. i don kno why i can’t access my blog last few weeks when i was reali in inspiration to drop something here.. ccb!! JANa!

i am a dangerous guy..~

haha.. i have been told a secret.. good good good!~ well.. lot of things happened these few days.. got sad, crazy, complex stuff..~ 1st of all.. let me introduce.. haha..! kim ‘gary’.. i am reali kno abt him.. he’s a admirer of my housemate.. he came here.. played poker with some ‘hen ka’ hahaha.. something like testing him lo.. he did talk, play and try to mix with us i think..~ i was playing guitar.. watching the scene.. chiji was super active that day.. scream there scream here..reason:’ i don hv enaf sleep is like that de’.. haha!! well.. when i went to bathed.. i missed a part.. they say kim’gary’ told a joke.. ‘cold’ one.. we all lose!! shit.. i donkno what is that.. they din reali tell me properly.. hahaha..~~ and then i think they went out.. and say wat? er.. share food 2gether.. and even spoon wo..~~ oh no..~~ congratulation ya SL…hohoh0ho..~

erm.. nex.. it’s abt my life.. it’s been a lit bit changes.. well.. coz of no ‘well’ comp.. we seldom sit infron of the comp.. and.. cooking schedule has been changed.. cook for 2 days.. evday waits for good day.. for playing badminton.. after that.. dumbbells.. haha!! try to work it out.. so my body has shape.. abt my sch life.. my 2 exam jz finished.. webpage and management.. erm.. both ar..~ webpage is totally ‘understand’ one.. coz no study.. die lo..~ haaa..

i hav a gf.. i took so many risk to said so..b4 that day.. i told her.. Mc D.. she replied:’ she’s look mature o!’.. i tot evthing goes rite.. she’s changed.. good good good.. rite after tat.. since my sis went back to sabah d.. den hv car to use.. hehe!!she ask me to send her back after work.. i fetched her after work.. she looked normal.. i tot she’s jz simply ask me to fetch her back only.. until her house.. ask to stop and hv a talk.. hoo!! yea.. it’s been a time we din hv a talk.. and so sorry .. evtime.. i din choose a good time.. good topic.. with you.. and.. telling u this.. you must be sad.. jz fulfill the promise that i made.. tell u the truth.. *_*

and.. i’m a dangerous guy.. kid.. watever.. adult?! erm.. jz discoverd that.. i’m 2 understand in how handling in something.. something that ppl wish to kno but they don’t .. and i am.. well.. mayb la!! haha.. sometimes i feel it is annoying somehow.. however still.. it is useful in certain period.. it can be used in bad and good.. it depends~ jz wanna say sorry to all of you..~

lastly
good luck kim ‘gary’ hahahahahaha!